Scatterplot
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Posts: 1980
Joined: Dec. 2007 |
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Posted: April 21 2010, 14:33 |
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Goddamit I'm about ready to get over my fear of flying and come over there and take care of this pulp fiction style! All kidding aside, I pulled up your profile, no location entered. Most on tube net live in England.....I guess you do too, or Australia. I'm a very peace loving guy who avoids police involvement no matter the situation or the cost. Police are just thugs with a badge and the power to restrain you with a chain and a cage. They cost me my nursing career. Nuff said, except that in 1991 I was married to a violent woman who was alcoholic. One day while I was at a class, she drank a bottle of Mogen David(MD 20-20) cheap wine and I came home. She got hostile, threw plates etc. I called 911. She ripped the phone cord out of the wall seconds after the connection was made. But that was enough. They had my location. Austin PD came and talked to us seperately. I could hear her from a distance screaming like a drunken banshee. I was stone cold sober talking to an officer(mexican of course-barely able to write based on the police report I obtained from my lawyer later. She was Janie where her name was Ann. I was George where my name is James). He asked me(even tho my apt. was -carefully- in my name), "Do you have a place to go tonight?" I said yes I have a freind Rick, in Round Rock. That is minutes north of Austin BTW. He said "not good enough, has to be in Travis county", then slapped the cuffs on. I was in jail for a night, but the situation in nursing school was: in the summer session 3 missed school days results in dismissal. Between the meetings with my lawyer and the court.......I exceeded that limit and was removed from the nursing dept. The timeline skewed forever to lead me here at almost 50yo. The reason I was taken: she had a 1YO son. Even red faced drunk, it's arrest the male and ask questions later. We males are all labeled as abusers no mater what. Once in court when the judge asked if anyone was present to dispute my case.....she and my lawyer sat silent. Case dismissed. But prior to the court, I could hear a female DA(with a dyke agenda of course)...."Let's give James some jail time and anger management classes." Wow. Annie was a nightmare. And we can see sexism here. Point being: females with power always want to RUIN a male. They do. And I was. But that police report I obtained from my Attorney.....was like, written by a 6yo kid. So you see my point? I'm 50. No degree. The timeline would have changed had I graduated. I would have married someone else, bought a house(no dog anxiety) and been happy in my 30's and 40's. An entire life wasted for a few pigs. I think about timelines a lot. How I could go back and avoid a meeting in 1990. Maybe me and "Ann" will cross paths one day. No comment after this.
Syd, get mean. I'm still meek(I lay low and NEVER invoke police involvement) but I'm mean. Get them somehow. Save the dog somehow. BTW, the part about never including police came from my brother I have not heard from in years. He was once a practicing Atty. and said "avoid police contact at all cost". He was right. I wish the timeline could be changed. Maybe I'll find "ann" sometime. Payback......it's a real thing. A life lost deserves a response. Just like your dog. Get mean. I'm getting meaner by the minute.....in 1991 all I wanted was a degree. I got shite. A lesson to young people, get a skill first, get control. Then think about a bonding.
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We raise our voices in the night
Crying to heaven
And will our voices be heard
Or will they break Like the wind
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better after yesterdays Camel/Latimer session. It cleared/cleansed my ear. I have a new obstacle today however. My only companion, Eddy has gone nuts. I would call him manic depressive. The white dog in my avatar. He once belonged to a woman named Sylvia, who gave him to me in 2008 due to guilt feelings RE "matters of shite". My companion since I have no one, has destroyed blinds(the kind in windows), pulled up carpet, attacked the fake wood floor by the front door. He has Seperation anxiety. His original owner, a very flaky female with emotional abberrations caused this by impressing her engrams on him as a puppy. I have started negotiations to trade him for the female shih-tzu in my avatar(her property). Yet I cant trust her. All I know is I found out today, several neighbors have complained about him. I work night-shift. He barks constantly from 11PM to 4AM she said. Many complaints. I'm glad I contacted her in time to address this. She was about to call me for a meeting. I will leave Eddy with Sylvia tonight and start talks of trading for Valentina(the incredibly cute gremlin-like dog in my avatar with black eyebrows). She has 1 inch eyelashes I shite you not! And she loves me to death. I simply want to maintain the only social/familial tie I have on the planet. And have a cute, loving companion. This may be problamatical so pray for me. I truly miss Deb Seward cuz I know she'd have something meaningfull to say here. Deb was good at that. I meant what I said when "removing Eddy was like removing my legs". I may have no choice. Have a nice day. 
